I feel numb. I don't feel anything.
They told me to get out of the house, which I did. He cursed me, told me he didn't want me. They took all the things they gave me. And now I don't feel anything.
Do I have to say sorry for something I didn't even want? It's not my fault that I wasn't accepted in that stupid dorm they want me to live. Why do they have to make things worse? It was just a stupid dorm for crying out loud. Just a stupid dorm. Now, I'm out of our house. I don't even know if they want me back.
A stupid dorm. It's all that it took for them to tell me how they do not want me. Why can't they let go of the past baggages? They always pile up everything. Every fucking thing. Like, can't they see how much effort I am putting up for my mistakes? Why can't we just forgive and forget?
I feel numb. I feel hate. I feel sad. I feel anger. I feel good that I am away. Now I just don't feel anything.
