Happily Never After

She used to not care about anything around her. People come and go, things fade from the horizon. The sun rises then sinks after everyday.

But one thing changed her. One person came that made her see the world she never gave notice. She saw what she never saw before. She felt what like an impossible feeling. After living an empty life except for herself and only herself, she began to feel everything all at once. Love, hope, serenity.

But change is the only constant thing in this world. Everything comes then goes and fades. Everything within reach will be out of our bounds sooner than later. Everything possible happening now will become an impossible reality.

He said hello then waved goodbye. One second she was falling in love, now she is breaking into pieces. A promise of forever turned into a mere sentence. Everything she thought was possible went back into impossibilities. She was again left alone in an empty world with only herself. She was back inside..alone.

She did not expect to fall so hard only to find herself broken on the floor. He said he would be there ready to catch her anytime. But he did not stay. He was not there when she needed him most. Just like any other thing in her life, he was gone in an instant. He dissolved to the stars she would never reach. He vanished, she lost him. And he will never be there anymore. He will not come back.

As she lay on the floor thinking about everything that happened, every stupid belief, every broken promise, the thought of being alone struck her. Now she knows he'll never hold her again in her arms. She'll never touch his face anymore. They can never look at each other's eyes again for what felt like an eternity. They will never kiss each other again like it's the last day of the entire universe. She never believed in fairy tales but he made her. And now, their happily ever after, her forever, turned into happily never after.

As the sun rested in the horizon readying itself to go to sleep, she stood. She look at the sun touching the cheek of the sea. She already had enough of everything leaving her. She has herself. She'll love herself like no other has ever loved her.

She stared at the sea and the sun, took a deep breath and said, I'll never let another teardrop fall as the skies turned blue and the stars appeared blinking at her endlessly.

Came up with this when I listened to Happily Never After of Nicole Scherzinger. Just wanted to write something before I go back to school. Thanks for reading! See you next post. :)